Only 4 out of 13

Just got the call.

Only 4 of my eggs fertilised normally. I had 13, or so I thought.

Yes, I know 4 is better than 0, or 1, or 2, or 3.. but.... I thought there would be more.

Apparently only 9 were injected with DH's sprem because 4 were not mature enough. Then after that 5 fertilised abnormally so had to be discarded.

That leaves 4. Four. IV.

I'm happy with this, but it does probably mean no frosties (and I never want to go through this horror and discomfort again). So it's all or nothing with this go now. :-0

I hope the four now go on to divide healthily over night. Feeling worried because if four don't, then we will have nothing from this cycle at all, and that would be so hard to bear.

I'm sitting here hoping, but feel very scared...

Please embryos... divide and survive over night. We are willing you do to well with every fibre of our beings.